Ok, well today she wasn’t in town because she had to go to some kind of camp. She’s going to be gone tomorrow too so I’m thinking that maybe this is good. It gives me a little time to cool off. I did think about it today and it hurt to think about all of it. I’m hoping that maybe we won’t have another fight and if I take the advice I was given it SHOULD be the last. I can’t let it get to me because it’s not worth getting mad about it if she doesn’t even care. It WAS kind of lonely today. I mean yes I have plenty of best friends but she’s always been the bff one. I have another one but the loser got grounded!!!!!So I was kind of bored today but I dyed my hair pretty close to it’s natural hair color so that’s good. Tomorrow I have to work and that usually keeps my mind off of this stuff. Hope everybody is having a good day 
Tags: calming down, friends, friendship, life, personal, random, thoughts
