Today has already been rough and it’s early…This morning my mom and cousin went to this place to get beef jerky and I wasn’t invited so it just made me feel worse then I already did. I’ve been feeling bad for the past 2 days. I feel like I’m not wanted anywhere. Idk if I’m just making this up in my head or if it’s true. Anyway…I finally just lost it. My sister was talking about how my dog was stupid and I hit her on the back of the head 3 times and then I grabbed her arms and then I finally realized what I was doing. I felt like I could’ve threw her against the wall. She started crying because I hurt her feelings and I just felt so bad. Like right now I”m crying because I feel so bad right now. Idk what my problem is. It just feels like everything is crashing down on my head…
Tags: friends, friendship, frustrated, life, love, mad, personal, random, relationships, sad, sorry, thoughts
August 27, 2008 at 1:43 pm |
Personally, I know it can be hard to keep your cool sometimes. You’re sometimes surrounded by people who don’t make it any easier and for that time, escape isn’t really an option.
When I feel that way, I try to talk to others who feel that way (it can help if they are people you don’t know), and I feel better when I can help them…because deep down, (and sometimes this can be waaaaay deep down
) you know you’re helping yourself too.
September 3, 2008 at 1:58 am |
drcorner is a gay punk